Narrative Lectionary Key Verse for Today
NL Daily Devotion for Saturday, February 12, 2022
by R. M. Fergus, Clergy Stuff
I’m in recovery for food addiction. When I was in my addiction, I ate constantly as a way to numb out from the emotional pain in my life. I was not equipped to deal with reality, and there was a giant, gaping, God-shaped hole in the center of my being. I was hungry all the time, but the hunger wasn’t physical—I was getting way more food than I needed. I didn’t need any more actual bread. I was desperate for “the bread of God that comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.” I just didn’t know it.
In recovery, my fellow addicts helped me figure this out. Fortified with the bread that is God, I learned how to deal with my reality in healthy ways, and I’m grateful to say that I haven’t eaten compulsively in nearly seventeen years.
Are there other kinds of “bread” I seek after for my comfort, rather than the bread of God?